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Tracy is a Bible teacher and writer passionate about helping others know God’s love and more fully embrace their identity in Christ. She shares encouragement through Bible studies, devotions, and articles that point to faith and hope in Jesus. Tracy treasures life with her husband and their two grown sons.

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  1. Such sweet memories. Alzheimer’s took my mother-in-law, first in mind, then a couple years later in body.

    I loved this sentence, “I sang them with my sons when they were young, and once again with Grandma when she was old.” Something about the generational legacy. <3

    Thanks so much for sharing your story. 🙂

    • Hi Rose, I am sorry to hear about your mother-in-law. Alzheimer’s is a terrible disease. I am so grateful for the legacy of faith that my grandparents passed down to me. It does go full circle. God is good and He deserves our worship, and it always blesses my soul too. Blessings, Tracy

  2. Dear Tracy…………..Your devotion was perfect for the start of our weekend and tomorrow is my 78th birthday. I loved your story. I have a unique situation. I worship and pray all the time, as you said in the car, no matter where I am. The unique part is my now ex husband has had dementia for 5 years. We were married for 54 years and when I went to visit him, he did not recognize me at all, no matter how many clues I gave him. Finally I said what if I give you my full name? I did and he still stood there and said I never saw you before. I turned to leave knowing that his dementia had really progressed when he said, Betsy? Oh, it must be the blond hair. I said no Jim I have had blond hair for 30 years when we were married. I’m sorry that your disease is getting to you. Now, the problem is, our one child who is 54 years old and my husband, say there is nothing wrong with him. Unfortunately he would not follow doctor’s orders and the first thing was to stop drinking all alcohol which I knew he would never do. I was so concerned about the dementia, I missed the fact that he was an alcoholic too. I was blamed for this whole mess. My son dismissed me as his mother and will never let me see or talk to him and he is now going to be 15 in 2 weeks. The most heartbreaking part of this story is the fact that I learned that they were mad because I had faith and religion. They all do not believe and I fear they have passed that on to my grandson. He was never baptized etc., etc. They have blocked all forms of communication. My son sent me a very horrible email where he told me I belonged in a mental institution due to my belief. How can I deal with this or try and tell my son that due to my husband’s dementia, he told my son all these lies and my son believed him and never did he ask me about these things. I have asked Jesus if I can do anything? This time, I have not gotten an answer yet. They all were brought up in a church family, but hated it. Tears are always with me in this dark season of my life. So much more to this story, but I can’t say any more right now. Love to you Tracy for your words of encouragement and your story. I wish you a blessed weekend…………..Betsy Basile

    • Dear Betsy, I sense your heartbreak over your son and ex-husband. I have seen the miracle of God change even the most resistant hearts. Keep on praying and don’t give up hope. God is good and He hears every one of your prayers. Trust His timing and stay strong in His care. Love you dear sister and I’m praying along.
      Blessings, Tracy

  3. Thank you Tracy. I love singing worship music it always brings me joy and closer to God. My grandmothers are both in heaven. One loved to play her organ and sing and the other did cartwheels in her yard until she was in her 50’s. They were both wonderful Christian women and now they are worshipping Jesus in heaven along with doing some cartwheels. Blessings to you. ❤️

  4. Tracey love how you said so many things about your Grandmother. Alzheimer’s Dementia to offal diseases to watch someone go through in there life. It first takes there memory then body functions. When they were so bright and could do so much and remember so for themselves. It hard to watch someone you love change with it. I am in tears writing this. As my Dad has Dementia. I seen him since being diagnosed with it over the months change. My Dad was such a bright man out going who thought of himself. You have to make his go out to get him out of the house or he just sit in chair and look in space at times or fall asleep or look at TV and he doesn’t understand the program he watch. He just looking at for a picture. It breaks my heart to see him changing. I know one day it will take him. I want before he gets worse to know Jesus as his saviour. As not saved. No notion of wanting to get saved even when his mind was good. He knows I am saved and that I was praying for him and his salvation. Before he got diagnosed with Dementia. He said my Dad to me one day glad you believe all that stuff. I said Dad I love you and I never stop praying for your salvation. My Dad believes when you die your nothing. I tried before took Dementia. That he needs the Lord as his saviour. He just laughed at me. I know my Dad inside out. If you went on to much at him about getting saved he tell you of before he got Dementia. So God told me just to live my life for him in front of my Dad and never stop praying for him. I never will all the days he is alive. I want nothing from my Dad when his time up on earth except to know he is saved and that I will see him Glory one day. It breaks my heart to see the Dementia take over his life. But the one good thing he still remembers who I am and my sister’s. I do his house Monday to Friday for him. My two sisters go at night to see him after work make him his tea. During the day he had carers in to help him. What a lovely tribute you payed to your Grandmother. You know you will see her in Glory one day. That something nice to look forward to and see her heald. No more Alzheimer. That will be good. God did makes us to worship him. I say Amen to that. I love all you wrote Tracey. Thank you. Love Dawn Ferguson-Little Enniskillen Co.Fermanagh N.Ireland xx keep you all incourage the other side of the world in my prayers.

    • Dear Dawn, my heart goes out to you. It is a terrible disease! One bright spot in your story is that your Dad still knows you and your sisters. Keep praying, keep loving, keep sharing Jesus! There is still hope! That is a precious prayer that God hears. He alone reveals this truth to our hearts. God bless you, dear sister across the ocean. I wish we could meet in person.
      Love and blessings, Tracy

  5. Beautiful and well written (true) story. It reminds us that God’s love will never fail. Even when we see things with human eyes, His eyes are on us eternal.

  6. Tracey I forgot to say this in my last comment. Even though your Grandmother had Alzheimer’s. She still threw it taking her life. Still sang to Jesus. The kids song Jesus love me and Away in a manger. Instant that just amazing. That stayed with her. She in her own way was able to praise God. I say Amen to that. How lovely for you to here her sing those songs to herself. Praising Jesus in her own way. I just love that. I was on Tick Tock I think it was one day. There was lady who had Dementia or Alzheimer’s that her family had recorded what she was like with it. You see her not being able to answer any questions because of one of them that she was asked by the family. Then when they asked her were she was going when one day when her time to leave earth. She replies I going to see my Jesus in Heaven. What at day that will be she says too. I said amen to that. It was so lovely to hear. I said amen she never forget her Lord not even with what was wrong with her. The kids Christian songs today are just as good for us as Adults. I love them there are many. Had to share that with you. As it reminded me of your Grandmother song the songs she did. So she never forgot her Lord either even with having Alzheimer’s. That is just amazing. Love Dawn Ferguson-Little Enniskillen Co.Fermanagh N.Ireland

  7. Beautiful story mom! I wish I got to spend more time with my grandmother, but I love hearing about her through your stories

  8. My Mom disappeared into dementia. One Sunday as we visited her they facility hosted a devotional for the residents. They were each slumped in their chairs. Eyes closed or staring into space. No connection with the speaker. But then a pianist began playing Amazing Grace. One by one they straightened in their chairs & wheelchairs. Their faces turned to the piano & their eyes brightened . Voices began to fill the space with the words to their long ago familiar hymn. The act of worship does indeed reach beyond our ills & will endure forever! Thanks for reminding me of that day with my mom. Blessings! ((0)))

    • Dear Ruth, what a beautiful story and testimony to the power of praise. It clearly awakened their hearts and minds. Worship resonates with our souls. That’s truly a treasured reminder of God’s love to tuck in your heart.
      Blessings, Tracy

  9. Tracy,

    Loved reading those memories of your grandparents. I love to sing worship music. Often times you can find me dancing & singing praise songs in my kitchen. Micah Tyler’s “Praise the Lord” gets me every time I hear it. You can see me raising hands in car belting out that tune. Jesus deserves our praises!!

    • Dear Beth, thank you! I’m right there with you! I have a little sign on my kitchen counter that says, “We dance in this kitchen.” And sometimes I do too, haha. Worship goes on in Heaven and is carried with us wherever we go. Keep singing and dancing my friend.
      Love and blessings, Tracy

    • Dear Leigh Ann, thank you! There are so many blessings that flow through our worship to God. It’s amazing that we are invited to join Heaven’s chorus!
      Love and blessings, Tracy

  10. Hey sis! This piece is a real treasure. Singing, cartwheeling and eating burnt toast…can’t wait to hug grandma again.
    Keep writing and sharing all your precious stories. Love you!

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