I live in New England near America’s oldest seaport. It’s a city known for venturing out to sea, and the local high school mascot is the Fishermen. When the winds pick up, the causeway floods as the tide rises and we ride it out, taking detours on the flooded roads and then cleaning up what we can. This area is at the mercy of the ocean air and saltiness that corrodes. But perhaps one of the most striking features of our corner of New England is the Fisherman’s Memorial.
It is a copper statue that has turned green over the years and depicts a Gloucester fisherman with his hands on the steering wheel of a ship. He looks with pensive eyes out over the harbor, determined and focused.
When I stand in front of the Fisherman’s Memorial, I feel the intensity as I hear the waves crashing against the walls. When the king tide comes in, the water floods over the edge, seaweed wrapping around the railings that keep passersby from falling into the waves. The Gloucester fisherman stands in front of plaques with thousands of names that date back to the 1600s. Over 10,000 men have died at sea after leaving Gloucester. In fact, in one stretch, from 1860-1906, a staggering 660 ships sank.
This is a town that understands the weight of losing to the sea.
Most famously in recent history, the Andrea Gail, an American commercial fishing vessel, was lost in 1991 during a Nor’Easter we called The Perfect Storm. A film was made that beautifully captured the area, reminding us of the heart of this industry that keeps a community afloat.
When I am driving past, I almost always stop for the memorial. I hop out of my car and feel the wind on my cheeks, turning them red. I trace my finger along the names on the memorial, wondering who they were and what they cared for most. As I turn back to face the fisherman, I look down at the base of his footing where a simple phrase is written: THEY THAT GO DOWN TO THE SEA IN SHIPS.
It took me an embarrassing amount of time to figure out that this was a reference to Psalm 107. In this passage, various situations of need are mentioned and then the people cry out to God and are met with his help.
I wonder about the irony of living in a largely non-Christian environment that is represented by a statue that is based on our need for the divine. I suppose it anchors in me a hope that there is a deep, human need to cry out in moments of distress. To call to God when it feels like we’re drowning. To recognize our helplessness when the tide rises and the swells get too high.
In these seaside towns, we feel the weight of how very out of control we are. When the storms hit, we are at the mercy of the wind and water. When the temperatures drop, we watch it all freeze and crack. When the skies go red in the morning, we know the shift might not be in our favor.
Living in a community that is tied to the world around us reminds me that God is ever-present, ready to enter into the needs we have. We can call out to God — not only in our distress but in our day-to-day. Like those who go down to the sea in ships, who venture out of the safe harbor onto the open ocean where the safety of land is nowhere to be seen, there is a deep reliance in our blood. A reliance that watches the sky and listens to the wind, marveling at how intense God’s power is.
You may be landlocked, but the God of the sea is still your God.
You may have clear skies, but the God of stormy weather is still your God.
You may be in an uncomfortable season, but the God of comfort and hope is still your God.
Seasons come and go. Storms arrive and pass. What is today may not be tomorrow. But by God’s grace, like those who go down to the sea in ships, we will all arrive at the Harbor we’re hoping for.
Madeline says
Melissa, as someone who has lived in New England all her life and near the ocean and rivers, I can relate so well. I often times feel like my life is a storm and I have no control. And that’s when I need to remember I need not worry because God has this. I wish remembering this was a natural response for me but eventually I do get it. I can make that SOS call to God anytime.
Melissa Zaldivar says
Yes, it is such a fight at times to have faith, but I’m so glad He is always there to answer.
Amada (pronounced: a.m.a.TH.a) says
AMEN!
Maura says
I live in the Midwest where storms can so easily spawn a tornado. Whether our troubles make us feel like life is a stormy sea or a dark rumbling twister, the only anchor and safety is our God.
Melissa Zaldivar says
Amen, sister!
Irene says
Dear Melissa, I live near a harbor on the other side of the country, Astoria, Oregon. We have a legacy much like Gloucester, lots of ships and boats lost on our bar. I love your comparisons to God’s safe harbor!
Melissa Zaldivar says
That’s such a beautiful part of the country and I’m so glad that God meets us all over.
Janet W says
Thank you Melissa. I imagine you see the history of God’s footprints everywhere. Storms can knock us down for sure! Then comes the calm….our story God has shown us \0/
Thank you for sharing
Lisa Wilt says
What a beautiful story. Thank you for sharing it Melissa. You reminded me that we are secured by our faith and hope in God!
Melissa Zaldivar says
Thanks for reading with us!
Julita Galleguillos says
Thank you for the graphic reminder that God is omniscient. “Let the storms rage high, let the dark clouds rise, they don’t worry me for I’m sheltered safe within the arms of God!”
Melissa Zaldivar says
So thankful he is ever-present!
Nora says
I really enjoyed your writing here and the flow of thought.
It reminds me of that famous Lighthouse picture you see
where the waves have just about overtaken the lighthouse, yet it stands
tall and strong. That is a picture of us so feeble, yet as we are safely inside the
tower we are made strong. God is our Anchor!
Fun Fact Side Note: I’m dating myself here, but back when the the show Bewitched
was on in the 60’s-70’s, I believe there was an episode where they were visiting that
statue you refer to and Darren the main character turns into the Gloucester Man!
Beth Williams says
Melissa,
This post reminded me of the hymn “Till the Storm Passes By”
‘Til the storm passes over, ’til the thunder sounds no more ‘Til the clouds roll forever from the sky Hold me fast,
let me stand in the hollow of Thy hand Keep me safe ’til the storm passes by. We will have storms in our lives. But God is our secure hope & comfort. He is there walking you through the dark valley. His rod & staff should comfort you.
Blessings 🙂