One of our neighbors down the street has a tree that turns a brilliant orange every fall. I love driving toward my house and looking up to see those brightly colored leaves; it makes me smile every time.
Sometimes, though, my eyes drift toward the big tree in the corner of my own yard. The one with boring yellow leaves, always turning later than the others on the street.
And I can’t help but wish I had my own orange-leaved tree.
This year has been the first fall my oldest daughter has really noticed and appreciated the autumn leaves. Because red is her favorite color of the day, she’s decided the red leaves are her favorite, and she looks for them everywhere we go.
Of course she has asked what my favorite is, and my answer came quickly. My favorite fall leaf color is bright orange — the red orange, not the yellow orange. Something about the brilliance of the hue or the contrast with a bright blue fall sky makes me heart beat a little faster.
I love orange trees in the fall.
All of this got me to thinking.
Just like, at times, I find myself coveting my neighbor’s tree full of orange leaves, I also find myself wishing I could be the orange tree.
I wish I could be the tree full of vibrant leaves, early in the season, catching every passing eye among a line of plain green or yellow plants.
I wish I could be the one that everyone stops to admire, pauses to photograph, smiles at, and feels inspired to appreciate this season, this miracle of God’s creation.
I wish I could be the orange tree.
But is it possible that being the orange tree isn’t all it’s cracked up to be?
What about that yellow tree, the one that takes its time turning into something other than plain, something not-so-common? Its metamorphosis might come later than the other trees on the block, but when it does, it stands out all the more against the harsh, empty branches of its neighbors. It stands proud, in the corner of my yard, finally getting its chance to shine, full of light and color and nature.
Or how about those red trees that my daughter loves so much? You can’t miss them, although — at least in our area — they aren’t all that common. They’re usually the smaller trees and the bushes, the ones that are most likely overlooked every other month of the year. But come October and November, they are set on fire, burning bright and beautiful in their own way.
And then there are the pale orange trees, those yellow orange ones I specifically labeled “not my favorite.” They don’t have the contrast the red orange ones do with the blue autumn sky, but put them in a crowd of darker-hued trees and wow, do they pop! Even though my brain knows those trees bear only dying leaves, my eyes always think they are offering flowers — buds of life that glow against the darker shades of the crowd.
Speaking of the darker shades of the crowd . . . those evergreens don’t get the joy of bursting into multi-colored flames every fall. No, they stay green as their name indicates, steady and solid throughout the changing seasons. They anchor the hillside and the tapestry God paints for us, standing back to let the rainbow of oaks and maples and fruit trees own the stage.
Just yesterday I noticed one more color I’d overlooked before. Some trees’ leaves turn a dark, burnt orange early on. And when the rainy days turn the sky slate gray, those dark orange leaves fly stark against the dreary backdrop, creating a visual drama that the happy, shiny leaves simply can’t pull off.
Can you believe God created all these different trees with all their different gifts for us?
Then God said, “Let the land sprout with vegetation — every sort of seed-bearing plant, and trees that grow seed-bearing fruit. These seeds will then produce the kinds of plants and trees from which they came.” And that is what happened . . . And God saw that it was good. {Genesis 1:11-12}
Of course He did. And He did the same with us.
Maybe you’re not the brilliant orange tree, turning early and shining bright. Maybe your leaves are a more subtle shade or change later in the season — or even not at all.
Perhaps you’ve spent months or years feeling small and overlooked and you can’t imagine a day when you burn red and dazzle those who see you peeking out from the corner or from under those other big trees.
It’s possible you’ll only find your gifts show up during the dreary days or in a crowd or as you support those around you. Or maybe you are an orange tree, and your day to turn just hasn’t arrived yet.
No matter what kind of tree you are, you are magnificent.
You’re a masterpiece drawn by the Creator of all, designed for just the right time.
And you will shine.
Don’t envy the orange tree . . . or the red one . . . or the evergreen or the yellow leaves or the clever tree with several shades showing at once.
No, stand tall and reach high with your unique colors and seasons and far-reaching branches and roots.
You are exactly the tree you were created to be.
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Michele Morin says
Placed here in New England, I’m absolutely vibrating in tune with your words. Thanks for this invitation to praise God for the shade of autumn color He is bringing into my yard — and into my service for Him.
Mary Carver says
I’m so glad this was an encouragement to you, Michele! And YES – big praise to God for all the beauty He creates!
Tree says
Mary,
Your words today spoke to me so very much! My name is Teresa but I have been called Tree since I was very young (it’s a tomboy thing and always living in the tree reading or writing) Your last words on the page were what really spoke to me. “You are exactly the Tree you were created to be.” I have been struggling with so many feelings of inadequacy in how I look, my age, my accomplishments in life or lack thereof and God spoke to me so very clearly this morning reading your post! Thank you for reminding me 😀 (by the way the orange ones are my favorites too.)
Mary Carver says
Oh, I love how God used these words to speak to your heart today! Thank you for sharing it with me. <3
Bev @ Walking Well With God says
Mary,
Fall is my favorite time of year and, like you, I love the brilliant orange-red tree. We have one in our yard. I remember the tag when we bought it said “Autumn Glory”. I’ve noticed with it, however, that some years it is more magnificent than others. Perhaps whatever was leading up to Fall has something to do with how brightly he shines. In keeping with your tree analogy, we’re kind of like that too. Sometimes we have seasons or phases in life when we shine more brightly than others in our own unique ways. Sometimes life just wears us out and makes us weary and feeling “less than”. But, just like the circumstances in the trees life don’t take away from our tree being an “Autumn Glory” maple, the circumstances in life don’t take away our identity in Christ. We are labeled as being “His” for life. No one or nothing can take that away from us. So some of us may shine gloriously in our hand picked colors of yellow, gold, orange-red, or red….and some of us may feel a little lack luster this year – we are still His wonderful creation, created in His image to bring him glory – no matter what color or how magnificently we are shining…we still have beauty.
Blessings and thanks for a post that speaks to my heart,
Bev
Mary Carver says
Love this, Bev. We can bring Him glory no matter the color of our leaves!
Penny says
Mary,
This gave me a lot to think about. It’s another example of how the Lord works beauty in to our everyday. And as you point out like the trees He created, we too were created to be unique in our own ways. The question is, what tree am I? I think if I had a choice it would be the evergreen. I absolutely love the way they drop their gifts of pine cones, stand strong sheltering us from the wind, and offer us much of what we rely on. But yet given the right circumstances they too can tumble.
Thank-you for your thought inspiring post.
Have a blessed day,
Penny
Mary Carver says
Penny, I love the way you turned my words around in your heart to ask what kind of tree you want to be. Great insight and question for all of us!
Pearl @ Look Up Sometimes says
Mary, thank you. What a timely message.
H. says
I don’t usually comment but this speaks directly to me. Everywhere I look its like everyone is getting pregnant. I don’t want to envy the orange tree, but sometimes it gets difficult.
Mary Carver says
H, I’m so sorry for your heartache. Praying God’s provision and peace for you in this season!
Diane Bailey says
What beautiful metaphors, comparing trees and the need to be recognized in life. Thank you for causing us to pause today to think about the beauty of this fall season and the lovely trees in our lives.
I think there are many brilliant orange red tree planted deep in the woods (small community)that only those who are near will ever notice. There are many amazing teachers and encouragers, And I thank God for each one.
Mary Carver says
Ooooh, that’s a great point, Diane. Location, proximity, opportunity – those are all factors that determine our “type of tree” as well. And none of it is an accident or a surprise to God!
Mary Flaherty says
Interesting. I just wrote a blog piece about the exact same thing. http://sonriseinsights.blogspot.com/2016/10/be-your-own-tree.html
Mary Carver says
Great minds think alike! 🙂
Gwen says
Thank you. This warms my heart this morning. Autumn is my absolute favorite time of year. Last weekend driving, I of course, marveled at the beauty of the fall color. However, many times as we drove past what looked like a stunning tree from a distance, it often was misshapen or a bit more sparse than I would have imagined it to be. I couldn’t help but think that God uses each of us in community to display His glory, no matter what deficiencies we may have individually. I just had to think, what a great picture of the church and how it can bring great glory to Him when believers stand aside each other. Each one can help paint a majestic scene.
Mary Carver says
Displaying God’s glory in the unique ways He made us – yes! Love your observations, Gwen.
Lori says
Beautifully true! Thank you!!
Leanne Porterfield says
God gave us an amazing gift in the colors of nature – we are truly blessed by his handiwork – thanks for reminding us to look up and enjoy!
Wendy says
I have been re-reading one of my all time favorite books, Hinds’ Feet on High Places by Hannah Hurnard. The main character, little Much-Afraid, is on a long and difficult journey when she sees a tiny blossoming flower in the vast desert place. Tiny drops of water have kept the lonely flower alive and Much-Afraid asks the flower her name.
The little flower answers bravely, Acceptance-with-Joy.
We all experience varied seasons in life, mine happens to be a recent empty nest. And as I allow the drips of God’s love to soak into my aching heart…may I lift my eyes up and speak bravely…Behold me! I am Acceptance-with-Joy!
“You will go out in joy and be led forth in peace; the mountains and hills will burst into song before you, and all the trees of the field will clap their hands.” /Isaiah 55:12
Thank you, Mary, for another timely reminder!
Ayesa says
Your words are just what I needed today. It is so encouraging and uplifting to know that God made me the way I am and He values me as His wonderful creation. God gives us unconditional love and more than any standards I pressure myself with, I am enough. Thank you for reminding me that God has placed me where I am and He has great plans for me if I trust Him with all of my heart.
Mary Carver says
I’m so glad my words could be an encouragement to you, Ayesa. God knows you and loves you exactly how and where you are!
Brenda says
Writers have an introspection that comes alive with nature, I think. Notice’ers, we are. Last fall I spent the entire season taking pictures of each step in the process from the first flecks of color on the leaves to the barren trees. Nature is such a sweet, patient teacher. Love your tree analogy. I kind of think the “trees” we’re created to be might even change throughout the seasons of our lives. I can kind of see myself in all the trees, in different times in my life. Lovely post, Mary. Thanks for sharing. 🙂
Mary Carver says
Yeeeeessss, “nature is such a sweet, patient teacher.” This is so true, Brenda! If I simply keep my eyes open, I can’t NOT be inspired when in God’s nature.
Leighellen Landskov says
This post makes me so happy! I am a senior portrait photographer and I am ALWAYS encouraging my clients to be who GOD mad them to be and let their unique gifts shine. I love this fall perspective on this important issue of self love. Thank you!
Kathy says
Because 3 out of the 5 of us have orange hair in our family we often refer to ourselves as “Team Orange”. I was drawn in by the title …would I be an orange tree?? No, I am not but I loved your perspective on all……..never thought of trees like people before but how they do relate.
Mary Carver says
I love that you’re Team Orange, Kathy! And your response makes a good point – we might be the orange tree in one situation but a completely different “color” in another. So much to learn from God’s masterpiece in nature!
Annetta says
Thanks Mary! I love autumn trees too and they are rather rare in Australia, so extra special. Thank you for sending God’s love through your post. I needed that right now…as I launched my project last night and part of me am feeling scared stiff, although I am so convinced it is something blessed by God.
Michele says
Thank you for this blog, this really spoke to me, I feel like I am in a season of waiting on several fronts. The analogy of the trees, their colours and timing was a great reminder to me of how this season will shape up for me. Its in God’s timing, and I am his master piece. I just need to lean in and trust. Thank you for sharing.
Theresa says
I am defiantly a bright orange tree. Great analogy used here. It makes so much sense when talking about trees to see ourselves as different and unique. But when we compare ourselves as women, it is hard to be so gracious to our self and others. I hope your article helps us see our selves with new eyes. For when we compare, we lose our joy.
An says
Mary, thank you for this wonderful grace from the Lord, who reminds that its in looking at what He is doing in and around and through us that we can stand in awe and wonder at His loving creativity, peace, and hope. Thank you for bringing these words that He gave into a slowingly vibrant grace of healing 🙂 May we each see His work, His fingertip, tracing and creating us and our world each moment, one small leaf and color at a time 🙂
Rebecca says
Hey Mary…Autumn is my FAVORITE season and this post makes my heart smile! We serve a Mighty Creator who makes no mistakes. Every bit of His creation fulfills a purpose and plan. We just need to set our expectations aside to fully appreciate and rest in His sovereignty. It’s taken me years to receive this truth in my spirit and release my grip on comparison. This message came along to encourage me in that. Thanks again…and I’m with your daughter – I happen to love the red trees too!
Beth Williams says
Mary,
I’m not the bright red-orange dazzling tree. Would love to be the sparkling bright colored tree that everyone admires. My tree type is one that changes much later in season (late bloomer). Lately I’ve felt small and insignificant not red and dazzling. I envy other people who have good paying jobs they enjoy. Now I’m a stay-at-home caregiver for my aging dad. I know it is an important job, but I feel like I’m letting people down. Trying to use my gifts and talents as much as possible to bless those around me. Perhaps my time hasn’t arrived yet and God has bigger plans for me!
Thanks for the encouragement!
Blessings 🙂