Months ago when (in)RL was announced, it seemed so far in the future. Plenty of time to plan. Plenty of time to clean. Plenty of time to morph into the hostess with the mostess.
So I bravely signed up. Of course I would host! No problem!
But guess what? Now it’s April and I haven’t done much planning, I haven’t done much cleaning, and I can promise you that I will not be the (in)RL hostess with the mostest. I feel queasy just thinking about it.
You see, I have hosting issues. My inner perfectionist whispers that the menu should be themed and so mouth-watering that guests beg for the recipes; my home should be pristine, from the bathrooms to the baseboards; conversation should flow smoothly as I perform introductions and make everyone feel welcome.
Reality, however, looks more like this: our yard has been invaded by clover this spring; everything in my house is covered with a layer of Georgia pollen; books, maps, and my kids’ art projects are stacked everywhere. With ten of us living here and a busy schedule, I’m not sure things will improve before April 28.
The truth is, I’m a haphazard and therefore somewhat hesitant host; I never seem to have my act together on time. All of these scenarios have happened:
- Guests walk in on wet floors that I’ve mopped moments before their arrival.
- I’ve forgotten to add key ingredients to recipes.
- I’ve emerged from the bathroom wearing rubber gloves and carrying a bottle of household cleaner, only to realize that guests are already in the house.
- I invited four couples to our house for supper at six o’clock, but I thought I’d told them seven.
Initially, my guests end up in the kitchen, because I can’t remember the last time I finished cooking before they arrived. I’m usually in my apron, sweating, trying to smile and make small talk while frantically chopping and stirring and moving things in and out of the oven.
Sounds hopeless, right?
But here’s the thing: as much as I panic over and dread hostessing in advance, once my guests arrive—in spite of the chaos—I love every minute of it (after the rubber gloves have been hidden, of course).
People ask what they can do to help, and suddenly there’s a kitchen full of people chopping ingredients and arranging food and drinks. Someone starts washing used mixing bowls and knives. Another takes over the job of door greeter.
I sneak away to put on shoes and lipstick and return to find laughter and many hands making light work. If everything were ready when they arrived, I don’t think my guests would feel nearly so comfortable.
I don’t have to be perfect, because we all pull it off together.
If you’re hostessing an (in)RL event, please don’t stress about your floors and your menu—I’m asking everyone to bring an appetizer or dessert to mine. If you’re stepping outside your comfort zone and attending an event where you don’t know anyone, just jump in and help the hostess. Chances are, she’s as nervous as you are.
I can’t wait to hear the stories of local community growing from (in)RL meetups all over the world!
Are you hostessing? Do you know anyone at the event you’re attending?
by Dawn Camp, My Home Sweet Home
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Charina @ Pondered Thoughts says
Hi Dawn, I am going to do the webcast and all and is still considering if I am hosting…..who knows I might just do that.
Thanks for this encouraging post!
Dawn Camp says
Charina, you should totally sign up to host! With it being this close, everyone will know if they’re available then. It looks to me like a lot of new meetups have been added lately.
Kristen says
Ah yes, how I can relate! I don’t often play hostess, because I feel inadequate. A friend of mine wisely counselled: your friends aren’t going to remember if your house was tidy, or if the food was amazing, they are going to remember how they felt. Did they feel loved and appreciated?
Dawn Camp says
I almost never notice if people’s houses are messy, and if I do, it just makes me feel better and realize that I’m not the only one who can’t do it all. 🙂
Linda Stoll says
This is such a huge issue for many of us … we’ve been set up along the way, somehow, in thinking that we’re not enough, our homes aren’t enough … and who’d want to come spend time with us anyway when they could go somewhere else?
But along the way I learned that my home was never meant to be a fortress, but a haven for those who I meet along the way …
http://creeksideministries.blogspot.com/2012/01/its-haven-not-fortress.html
Dawn Camp says
You’re so right! I believe He wants us to use our homes to bless and connect with others.
Amy @ themessymiddle says
Oh the wonderful timing of this post — I will be hosting three teenage girls the next two days (they’re coming to Beijing for Youth Camp this weekend, very big in their world) and need a place to stay until it starts. Could they stay with me? Yes, but I don’t have the gift of hospitality. However, not having the gift doesn’t mean I can’t do something! I am reminding myself that I have enough (!) (time, energy, hosting skills, patience with the cluter). 🙂 (When is enough, enough? http://wp.me/p1Ut5W-bf)
Dawn Camp says
Amy, those girls will surely remember your hospitality for years to come. What a unique hostessing opportunity you’ve been given!
Cindy says
Dawn..thank you for such a genuine post! I was hoping there would be a bit more information/ideas/suggestions for hosts of the (in) rl Meetup. I looked on the “host” tab..but there were not many ideas..perhaps I am missing were to connect? I was hoping other hosts would be posting their ideas, plans, etc? Thank you so much!!
Cindy says
Just found all the information on hosting ideas..so sorry for the post! 🙂
Dawn Camp says
Cindy, did you see this? http://inrl.us/downloads/Hosting_Ideas.pdf
It helped give me some ideas. I love those questions and the idea of putting together a Facebook group for your meetup. 🙂
Kaitlin @ Perceptions & Passions says
Man, oh, man. Isn’t that the truth!
I am looking at this post in a slightly different way.
I am 36 weeks pregnant and being an overly clean/tidy person to begin with, I’ve been bit by the “nesting bug.” Bad.
I need to remember and focus that when I become the “host” of a new baby in a few weeks, that my newborn son is simply not going to decide to whip up an omlete, see that the silverware drawer is sprinkled with crumbs and think less of me as a mother.
It’s just NOT going to happen!
I need to focus on “hosting” him in my womb instead with rest (when I can — haha), water, healthy eating, and connecting with my husband and son.
🙂
Dawn Camp says
The great thing about babies is that it takes them years to figure out our faults!
Lisa says
You sound just like me! I am always reluctant to hostess anything, I’m worried about all my shortcomings, etc. Once things are underway, it is fabulous…
Dawn Camp says
Lisa, that’s exactly how it is for me. If you’re not hosting an (in)RL event, maybe it would be fun to go to someone else’s and make her feel better and help her out. 🙂
Beth Williams says
I haven’t ever hosted anything, partly due to the room & now due to living rurally away from most people.
No one in this world–those that matter–care if you’re perfectly put together with immaculate house. I’m lucky to keep my house swept, dusted & clean for a few days & that’s without kids. Just be like Christ and invite friends over–if you want have everyone bring some dish to share & enjoy–that way you’re not doing ALL the cooking & having tons of fun with friends & family!
Dawn Camp says
It took me a long time to realize that people don’t mind bringing things and then the work is divided. 🙂
Libby says
This had me really laughing. Dawn, you described exactly what I do so often when hosting. Once I had someone come out of my bathroom worried because the toilet seat was wet…it was because I had just cleaned it. (groan)
Dawn Camp says
Libby, now you’ve got me laughing! That sounds exactly like something that would happen at my house.
Sandy Morales says
Hola Dawn,
I slowly became unstressed about hosting. I taught all age Bible classes at church. Taught in a public school, and summers I worked with patients in nursing and a Lab Technologist. What helped the most was home schooling my own children. Then, I got sick (for a long, long time). Even though it’s still a thrill (in my mind), I wonder if it’s like bike riding (u never 4 get)..although, I never learned how to ride a bike 😉 …I went straight to driving a car. I’ll be watching from home, by myself. I think I just may be a perfectionist (all or nothing) kind of woman. I’m in the midst of organizing my empty nest and a bunch of other goals that I’m trying to reach. Pray for me. Thanks and God bless you.
Marina Bromley says
Sandy, I’ll be praying for you to feel a part of it all – even if you’re at home alone. I’m hosting at our church …my empty nest recently got invaded by a daughter/son-in-law and 4 grandkids!
Healing, rest, renewal and restoration be yours –
Grace and peace…
Beth says
I gotta be honest I am not hosting, I don’t know anyone at the event I’m attending and I am going a bit out of my comfort zone. I am so much more a 1 on 1 person and there are 30 + other women attending.
Excited and uncomfortable all at the same time,
Beth
Dawn Camp says
Go for it, Beth! I hope you make at least one new friendship that will continue beyond the day.
Marina Bromley says
I felt the same way at that stage in life…until I learned the difference between the “gift of hospitality” and “entertaining”. I was actually living in GA at the time (loving all that Southern Hospitality!!) when I learned that “entertaining” was a “come into my house, see all that I have, and participate in my event” and “sharing the gift of hospitality” was a “come into my home, put your feet up on my couch, take a nap, or make my kitchen yours” time to be shared.
Since I had 3 kids, 3 years in a row, my house was not always clean. It WAS always cluttered. I used to joke that you could come into my kitchen and eat off my floor most any day of the week!! Not that it was THAT clean, but you could usually find enough food on the floor to put a small meal together. 🙂
Once I was able to get over my fear of being judged by my peers (not fancy enough, clean enough, or not *something* enough house), I WAS able to relax, and let God open my home to be used by Him for hospitality.
Now I AM hosting an (in)RL event, but doing it at church instead of my home! I know a few of the women that have RSVP’d, but not all of them. It will be challenging to make the room feel like home, but I’m not going to worry about it! I’ll bring several of my DaySpring and Blessings Unlimited items from home, and I’ve got some great give-aways (and who doesn’t love give-aways!!). I’ll bring food, and ask ladies to bring something along if they’d like to share. Mi casa es su casa!! In God’s house, we’ll ALL feel at home!! 🙂
Dawn Camp says
Marina, I think holding it at church is a wonderful idea!
Deidra says
Dawn, you crack me up. That part about walking out of the bathroom with the rubber gloves? Yep. Been there. Done that.
Minnetta says
Thank you for ‘Confessions of a hesitant host’. That sounds just so much like me. I often compare myself with those with immaculate homes and the way the are so organized and wish I was blessed like that too. Your thoughts were very encouraging. I would love to join in with in(RL) as I have been so blessed by in(courage) but in Australia we are a day ahead of you, by the clock that is, and so your 28th is actually the 29th here in Australia and we are meeting at the aiprort 2 American gals we met on a trip in China 2 yrs ago. So I haven’t signed up. I do hope that there will be some sharing of this day in posts in the future. This is such a neat thing to do and am so disappointed that I will miss it. Will be there in spirit though.
Nichole says
Thank You so much for sharing your heart . Like so many others have said….this sounds just like me! I have a Love/Hate relationship with hosting and having parties. I really do love having people over but…I want everything to be perfect and I want everyone to LOVE everything and think I have it all together. Truth is my house is always messy and if you ever stop by unannounced I will 9 times out of 10 meet you at the front door (if I answer the door at all) because I won’t let anyone see my house in it’s normal state. Why? There have been those few people that I did let in and they made comments about my messy home. I felt judged and I felt like a failure. My grandmother always said ” A Godly home is a clean home”. I envy those women that always have a clean and organized home and have tried so hard to be like them, but it’s not me….it’s not who God created me to be. I am working so hard on getting over this pressure that I feel and hope that God can help me stop obsessing about having a perfect house and start focusing on furthering His Kingdom.