He reached for my hand and pulled me to himself. “I love you, baby,” he said. “You know that, right?” I smiled and kissed his forehead, but he put both hands on my face and stared intently into my eyes. “I mean it,” he said. “You are the perfect woman, and I would be lost without you.”
Those dreamy words are exactly what every woman longs to hear, and my husband actually said them.
To be fair, I should mention that he was in a drug-induced state at the time, just hours after undergoing surgery. I should probably relate the rest of the story as well. Moments later, when I changed his oozing, sticky bandage, he yelped like a banshee.
Our culture promotes a chick-flick view of romance that would have us believe the man’s role is to spout dreamy words on demand and to be helpless to resist us even when we’re snarky. It’s a view of romance in which there are no oozy bandages and in which the man exists only to meet the woman’s every need.
Take this poem, for instance (by Colin Martin) which is quoted on social networking sites as if it were scripture.
Find a man who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
Who calls you back when you hang up on him,
Who will … stay awake just to watch you sleep…
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats.
Does such a person exist? Yes, but it’s more likely to be our best girlfriend than our husband. As for me, I want a real man, even if it takes a little Percoset to make him gushy.
Listen, we’ll never find love if we’re looking for romance. We’ll only find romance. Maybe.
Here’s my new motto…If you want love, don’t pursue it. Simply be loving. In other words, put his needs before your own. It may sound old-fashioned, but I believe a good wife dotes on her man, builds him up, and yes, even tries to look good for him. (A good husband does the same thing, but that’s not our business.) And we shouldn’t be surprised to discover that by submitting (yikes! I said it!), we gain so much more than we lose. That’s typical in the kingdom of God.
(A disclaimer: If you’re in an emotionally or physically abusive situation, that’s totally different. Please seek help.)
Believe me, I know this isn’t easy and I’ve been through more than my share of hurt. I used to demand love, and I lost it entirely. Now I focus on giving love, and I get back more than I dreamed possible. You can do the same. Take a risk. Trust God. Love! Let God worry about what comes next.
“If God gives such attention to the appearance of wildflowers
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Kristen@Moms Sharpening Moms says
Heather, what a man you have!
Wonderful post. You remind me that true love is not a feeling but a choice…or many choices throughout the day(s), week(s), and year(s). I am feeling convicted to make more of *my* choices good ones for love!
Have a beautiful day!
Suzann says
I love how sometimes we get just what we need, just when we need it.
I needed this post. Thank You.
Melissa Howard says
“.If you want love, don’t pursue it. Simply be loving. In other words, put his needs before your own. It may sound old-fashioned, but I believe a good wife dotes on her man, builds him up, and yes, even tries to look good for him. (A good husband does the same thing, but that’s not our business.) And we shouldn’t be surprised to discover that by submitting (yikes! I said it!), we gain so much more than we lose. That’s typical in the kingdom of God.”
AMEN!! For those who haven’t done this, I want to pipe up and say it does truly make a difference and even though it is hard Kristen is right – what he does is not our business – we can’t be his Holy Spirit, only the Holy Spirit can so focus on God’s work in your life.
Marilyn says
“We’ll never find love if we’re looking for romance”
Sing it!
Dee says
Thank you! Love this perspective!!!
donna o says
A wonderful post for Valentines Day! It is so sad that Hollywood influences so many people. I had a friend that expected the romance of Titanic from her husband and now, they are divorced. So sad :0(. I know I often have expectations of my hubby that are way too high. It’s not enough that he works so hard to provide for us so I don’t “have” to work outside of the home. not enough that he sits with me and STILL holds my hand when we watch TV—still not enough that he would wake up early JUST to clean off my van after a snowstorm so I can just leave when I need to… NOPE! I need him to sing my praises and bring me roses each day?? I am, of course, being slightly sarcastic—I expect daisies! JK Thanks for the reminder that romance does not ALWAYS accompany love—unless of course percacet is involved :0)!!!
Heather Gemmen Wilson says
Kristen, yes, I have a great guy! I’m thankful. 🙂
So glad this has inspired you ladies! This kind of thinking has transformed my life.
Chele says
WOW! This is an awesome post! I have an amazing husband. I completely agree that we need to give love to receive it! 🙂
thegypsymama says
“we’ll never find love if we’re looking for romance. We’ll only find romance. Maybe” – this is just fantastic! I couldn’t agree more!
– Lisa-Jo
Brianna says
Thank you for reminding me. Truly. Good stuff. What a great post.
Claire says
I love this post! So wise!
Melissa Multitasking Mama says
As one commenter already said, love is a choice. Sounds like you and your hubby make more good choices than bad- great post!
Rachel says
Thanks for a great message!
Cortney says
The posts here all week have been so wonderful. It is so refreshing to hear a ‘real’ perspective of romance in marriage. I admit, it is still hard after 5 years of marriage when my husband doesn’t plan something ‘special’ for our anniversary- or we have 2 totally different veiws of what would be ‘romantic’ for the evenening to not have that feeling of dissapointment when things fall short of YOUR expectations. It is so true that you have to learn to accept that you can’t really force romance! You women are so wise and make my heart sing with all of your ‘romance’ wisdom this week! Keep it coming!
Laura says
someone recently told me that “intimacy is sitting down in your spouse’s chair and really understanding and feeling what it’s like to sit there.” I like that–the idea of choosing to sit in his chair and walk in his skin for a little while. thanks for posting.
Gary Allen VanRiper says
Awesome, Heather.
Kika says
Today I went outside to start my van to get my little girl to the dentist. What I noticed was that my husband has come out in the early (dark) morning and shoveled our (very long) driveway before walking to work (because we are choosing to live with one vehicle for our budget’s sake). My van was washed (he doesn’t care about this b/c it is only going to covered again in our slushy weather but he knows I like it cleaner). And I was struck by what a wonderful man I have in my life. He really loves me and works hard, never grumbling, to provide for our family; he loves being a dad. He does not ‘measure up’ to a movie’s version of love/romance… he is so far superior!
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